I have new poems to add and I should but at the moment I am in the middle of class and I can only get away with writing a journal. Bah I'm so glad it is Friday and then after that we only have two days left. Actually, only a day and a half.

People keep asking me what I will be doing after next year. A lot of kids I have known since kindergarten are stressing about what to do. They have never given it any thought. I've never been like that though...I'm always worrying about it. Here I am a Junior and it seems my only vague talent is writing. I need math and one language credit. I'll be damned if I am taking French of Spanish[No offense to the French or Spanish!] I just don't want to learn those. I'd rather learn Japanese. The only place that teaches it around here is the college in Pasco.

So..it looks like that is where I will be going next school year.

Then after that? The thing that keeps replaying in my mind[and it seems so *right*] is, "Colleges in California."

My dad agrees that it would be a good thing to do. He is caught between me being his little girl forever and leaving so I can see get out and see more of the world.

My mom...well mom is sensible but she can be negative about things at times. I know she wants me to be out in the world but she doesn't think I can handle it...but she knows I can if that makes any sense.
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Ja!